February 18th, 2010 . Posted in Dark/Depressive, Poetry | No Comments »
Tags: Depression, Poetry
Sweet revitalizing slumber eludes me
Thoughts stalking me in the darkness
Believing I have evaded melancholy
Feelings rematerialize once again
Craving melodious, gentle liberty
Indifference to departed moments
Glaringly aching for personal entirety
Absent nonetheless in my spirit
Principle, significance in living?
Uncertain if there is any longer
Existence lackluster within
Without anticipation of ardor
Inspiration surges and weakens
Dissuaded by means of actuality
A detractor to value in being
Disconnected from my soul
Beseeching on behalf of lucidity
To sense the amour of divinity
Yet excessive responsibilities
Present no instant to delay
Simply surviving life’s pace
February 17th, 2010 . Posted in Misc, Poetry | No Comments »
Tags: Misc, Poetry
Wearing a chameleon’s coat
She veils her emotions to all
Concealing her deepest desires
To chance she will not befall
Secured beneath smiling eyes
Her lips scarlet and cheery
Each situation she’ll disguise
No matter what the query
Some may think her distant
While others deem her proud
Altering emotion in an instant
Keeping passions enshroud
Is there not a soul so tender?
To remove the chameleon coat
Revealing her hidden splendor
Freeing her from her rote
Sadly he has not yet emerged
Liberating her from the cloak
She continues, her only scourge
Emotions patiently revoked
January 13th, 2010 . Posted in Misc, Poetry | 1 Comment »
Tags: Emotional, Misc, Spiritual, Strength
The dark dense wasteland
Of physical existence
Drooling through a day
With little persistence
Molasses troll faster
Than my dawdling alertness
Nothing to provoke
This perpetual inertness
At last night eliminates
Daylights obscurity
Stars shine through
The solar impurity
Lunar kisses
Encourage sudden purity
As the evening inspires
Mental maturity
January 11th, 2010 . Posted in Love Poems, Poetry | No Comments »
Tags: Love Poems, Poetry, Relationships
Whispers spoken
From your heart to my soul
Forgiveness murmurs
Vibrations unfold
It is ok to love
Let your devotion show
Release your fears
Let ardor bestow
Worry and angst
Obscure the truth
Once well known
By yesterday’s youth
Absolve hidden sorrows
Free the hurt
To unpolluted love
Let’s revert
January 8th, 2010 . Posted in Dark/Depressive, Poetry | No Comments »
Tags: Depression, Poetry
Hidden underneath all my smiles and lies
I’m falling apart, withering in disguise
I feel no one loves me, no ones concerned
With my feelings, no one can discern
I go on with all the day to day existing
Still inside the rain continues misting
I want to feel love, unconditional and grand
Not the usual shared commercially canned
I hate how others in my stereotypical life
Can’t see past themselves and see my strife
I’m tired of doing for everyone but me
For once in my life I want to be the queen
I build up my ego by seducing my mind
Making it think that this existence is fine
If I stay busy enough, I do not wane
And have no problem playing this game
It is when I pause in every day’s race
That I can not stand to continue the chase
For happiness that can only subsist
When selfishness no longer exists