Liberated

October 28th, 2011

I spent what felt like a lifetime
Hearing him tell me I am wrong
Any ideas or expressions
Shot down before too long

Harsh words and a demeaning tone
Forever set me in my place
On no account allowed to grow
Submission hid my grace

How will I escape from his grasp?
Seemed an unattainable dream
One I would not dare to express
Hopeless, what my life seemed

Day upon day of functioning
With no care about what I did
A robot of expectations
With no consent to live

Yet, in my quiet moments
Instances when no one was near
I dare to let my mind wander
Peaking out from the fear

Of beautiful days of sunshine
To be free to do as I please
Composing books full of fancy
Sitting in the warm breeze

I’m not certain how they started
But my feelings began to grow
The cause of further dissension
He reaped what he had sown

Victory was not his to taste
I finally broke from his hold
Free to unearth my love for life
No longer in his mold

Now, I’m living the vision
I thought would never exist
Recovering from his control
Each day of utter bliss

Ambling Existence

January 31st, 2011

Ambling along expressionless,
Oblivious to the hustling pace
I’m neither despondent nor joyless
Simply surviving in life’s constant race

By way of scrutiny you conclude
A deficiency of passion in life
Contrary to what you have construed
Exhaustions not my solitary strife

Clawing skyward indefinitely
Aching for reprieve from stifling debt
Emotive and pecuniary
Plummeting in a chasm of regret

Rising to achieve the height of life
Outcroppings hindering any progress
Pausing, reclaiming my breath from strife
Sensing the slippage, progress regresses

Reassembling resolute thoughts
Ascension once again the objective
Tired, fatigued, mentally distraught
Success, triumph my only incentives

Longing for a substantial respite
It escapes as I collapse once again
Resisting the desire to quit
Ambling forward until I ascend

Probing Ardor

October 13th, 2010

Love, an exhausted remark    
Spoken carelessly flippant     
Nonetheless, ardor blooms    
Leaving the biggest imprint   
Tranquil forlorn hearts race   
Mulling implied acceptance  
Quietude overwhelms once   
Passion subsides to romance
Love, an immense sensation
Encompasses many realms
Intimacy tempts lovers
A penchant to overwhelm
Commitment intensifies
Benevolent to the other
Complacency penetrates
Love, a wearing emotion

Diminishing Vitality

February 18th, 2010

Sweet revitalizing slumber eludes me
Thoughts stalking me in the darkness
Believing I have evaded melancholy
Feelings rematerialize once again

Craving melodious, gentle liberty
Indifference to departed moments
Glaringly aching for personal entirety
Absent nonetheless in my spirit

Principle, significance in living?
Uncertain if there is any longer
Existence lackluster within
Without anticipation of ardor

Inspiration surges and weakens
Dissuaded by means of actuality
A detractor to value in being
Disconnected from my soul

Beseeching on behalf of lucidity
To sense the amour of divinity
Yet excessive responsibilities
Present no instant to delay

Simply surviving life’s pace

Shrouded Sentiment

February 17th, 2010

Wearing a chameleon’s coat
She veils her emotions to all
Concealing her deepest desires
To chance she will not befall

Secured beneath smiling eyes
Her lips scarlet and cheery
Each situation she’ll disguise
No matter what the query

Some may think her distant
While others deem her proud
Altering emotion in an instant
Keeping passions enshroud

Is there not a soul so tender?
To remove the chameleon coat
Revealing her hidden splendor
Freeing her from her rote

Sadly he has not yet emerged
Liberating her from the cloak
She continues, her only scourge
Emotions patiently revoked